October 19th, 2008



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New Fanfic: Whisper Something Fragile

Rating: M for most chapters of the story

Title: Whisper Something Fragile

Summary: Bella starts her first year in college, leaving a not so pleasant experience during High school with her first love. Will she be able to heal again? Will she take the risk of trusting her heart to someone after what she has been through?

Disclaimer: The characters are all from the genius that is SMEYER.. :D

Chapter 1: The Move


It’s early in the morning and I am forced to get up from bed by my, oh so lovable mother. Yah, she’s lovable alright…  I peeked through the closed blinds, the sun was about to rise. I don’t have anything against the sun, but I just don’t like the light, in general, period. I like it here in Forks. I like it that the sun rarely shines, but today, of all the days, it decided to show up.. hhmmmpppff….

“Bella, honey, come down so we can eat breakfast together!” my mom yelled from downstairs.

“Coming!!” after taking a long warm shower, changed into jeans and a button down shirt, blow dried my hair, and arranged my luggage, I went downstairs. I was greeted by my parents, Charlie and Renee.

They are not the type of parents you would consider normal, in every sense of the word. Yah they are happy and so in love (don’t get me started..), but there’s just something about those two that I don’t seem to see on others.

“Good morning Hon, how was your sleep?” Renee cheerfully asked

“Great…! Oh no, mom please stop that.. You know I need to do this!... Dad?? “I called to Charlie. Charlie just shook his head. My mom has the tendency to be a little bipolar sometimes. She just cheerfully greeted me good morning and when I answered she just started sobbing again!

“I’m sorry Bells, it’s just that your our only child, and now you’re all grown up and going to college! I’m going to miss you so much!!” sob sob sob.. I went quickly over to my mom who was across from me at the dining table and wrapped my arms around her trying to make her stop crying..

“It won’t be that far mom, I’m just going to Seattle, besides ill try and visit you guys here as often as I could, you don’t need to worry about a thing.” I said while rubbing circles around my mom’s back.

“She’s right Renee, she’s a grown up now, going to college, you’ll need to let her go eventually” Charlie chimed in while taking a sip from his coffee.

Charlie is a very cool dad. He treats me like an adult and I like it. He can be overprotective sometimes but he is more low maintenance than Renee. Even though Rene could be a little too clingy and obsessive at times, she is more carefree and more supportive of my decisions… but now, I don’t know why she is acting all overprotective of me.

Charlie and Renee seem to balance each other out. Every time Renee seems to go a little over board with her obsessive tendencies, my dad is always capable of calming her down, keeping her in one piece. But whenever Charlie acts all stiff and uptight, Renee uses her charm to let him cool down and ease up. It’s cute when you see them making decisions around the house. It’s like watching a TV sitcom... hilarious….

I know I’m not going to live with them for awhile since I’m going to college but I need to go to college. I’m going to miss both of them so much. They’re great parents. Its also relief to get out here, out of old Forks to make a fresh start, to see new people. The longer I stayed here at Forks, the more I am reminded of Him,,, argh!! I tried to push the thoughts immediately out of my head. He will not ruin my move to Seattle. Sigh….

After breakfast and a painfully long lecture from my parents of what I should and should not do in college, I went to collect my things, my luggage and my carry on. I brought my books, my CDs and everything that I would be needing in my stay at college, to keep me company. I am not into parties and all that stuff, which I am sure, a lot of college kids are… I enjoy my privacy, a certain feeling of anonymity.

When all of my things are already set and loaded on my truck, (an old fashioned 1953 Chevy pickup truck – its old but I like it!) I went to say my last goodbyes to Renee, who by the way didn’t stop crying since breakfast, and Charlie.

“Good bye mom, I’m going to miss you.” I said, trying my best not to cry.

“Oh honey, I’m going to miss you so much. Call me when you get there okay? Call me everyday, or ill call you. Take care of your things, don’t go out late and please be safe, I love you so much!” Renee said not letting go of me.

“Okay mom, I get it… please stop crying…” I managed to get away from the bear hug she was giving me. I stroked my arms from the pain.

“Alright kiddo! Have fun in college and try to loosen up okay? College is supposed to be fun. I Love you!” yeah, like I’m going to have fun…. Sigh,,,,

 After a long goodbye hug from both of them, I’m off to Seattle.


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Chapter 2: Oh Crap!

Rating: M for most chapters of the story

Title: Whisper Something Fragile

Summary: All human. Bella starts her first year in college, leaving a not so pleasant experience during High school with her first love. Will she be able to heal again? Will she take the risk of trusting her heart to someone after what she has been through?

Disclaimer: The characters are all from the genius that is SMEYER.. :D

Chapter 2: Oh Crap!


After a long hour of drive to Seattle, I immediately found my way to Seattle University (a/n: sorry guys for the lack of knowledge about the University, I’m from Asia so I am not familiar with the Universities at the States.. bare with me. Lol) I parked in front of the campus where the dorms are located. After a few seconds of looking at the façade, I turned off the engine and got out of my truck. I stared at the building in front of me.

The university had been built since the 80’s and it seems obvious from the color and design of the buildings. It wasn’t old like the beatles old (no offense,, I love the beatles,, just cant think of any comparison). It looked like the buildings were remodeled but had a hint of maturity to it.

“I like it”.. I silently muttered to myself. After what seemed to be a minute or so of gazing at the university, I went to the back of my truck to pick up my things. Just when I was about to get my luggage, three cars went pass me which seemed to came out from a drag race. I was taken aback and hit my back to the door of my truck though it didn’t cause me pain.

“Urgh!!”… assholes… I thought to myself. After regaining my composure I took a peak from the three cars that almost killed me… okay may be not killed me, but still…

the first car was a yellow Porsche, the second a black jeep and the third one was a shiny Volvo. “Great!” I muttered to myself… another rich spoiled brats… college will be awesome! (Feel the sarcasm there?? Lol)

I don’t need this. I came to college to get away from Forks,. From rich brats who always get their way not caring who they come across with. I hated rich kids, well not all rich kids persé… just rich, gorgeous, sweep-you-off-your-feet brats who uses their charm to make you fall in love with them, try to get into your pants and find out one day that they’re cheating on you with a dumb shallow blonde slut in their bedroom!!! Well,,, that was way too specific… grrr!! Him…shoving off the memories now!!

I heaved a deep sigh and tried my best to ignore them. So, I picked up my bags and was about to go inside the campus when one by one, they came out of their cars. The one riding in the yellow Porsche was a small pixie-like girl, spiky brown hair with a huge grin on her face.

Along with him was a slightly curly blonde haired guy, probably 6’5 in height that towered the little pixie. They looked cute together, I thought. The guy immediately went to the pixie girl and put his hands around her waist and gave her quick peck. They’re together,,, figures,,????

Then the man in the jeep came out next. Does anyone heard of the saying what car you drive defines you? Well I think I heard that before and yeah, I can see that now. The guy with the jeep was huge! He had a fitted short that truly accentuate his well toned body, probably taller than the guy with the pixie girl. After getting out of the jeep, he immediately ran around to get the door from the passenger’s side, and it was then that I totally felt overwhelmed.

The moment the girl from the jeep stepped her toes on the ground, my eyes popped wide. She was gorgeous! Well if there was another word for that, it would be her. She had long blonde hair that draped up to her hips, curves of a wine bottle and a face that would probably launch a thousand ships…*too much?? Well she was that gorgeous!!* Man, I thought to myself, beauty and money,,, why are they staying at a college like these? They would probably get in to Stanford, Harvard or to any college they want with those assets.

I tugged in a deep sigh and was about to walk inside when I realized that the one driving the Volvo hasn’t gotten out of the car yet. Out of curiosity, I waited for that person to come out so I stayed at my spot.

The second the guy from the Volvo came into view, I felt my breathing stopped. Literally!!! He had bronze just-got-out-of-bed hair, *but not the disgusting i-havent-showered-in-a-week type of hair, no… his hair was messy in a very sexy way, wait what?? Sexy??*

He had green eyes that would probably make any girl melt when they stare into them… man, I loved those green orbs,,, wheeew!! he had pale white skin, but not too pale, like a-vampire-just-sucked-out-all-of-my-blood type of pale (*wink*wink!! Lol) His skin looked smooth…God I want to stroke those cheeks… And don’t get me started on those lips... He had pinkish red lips that seemed to have a life of its own.. I mean, it’s like its taunting me to get closer, press my lips to his and stay there forever…. Wait... What?? I need to stop!!

I shook my head rather roughly to get the thought out of my mind. I can’t be thinking these thoughts. I mean, I don’t even know him and I’m already drooling over this guy? Who does he think he is? Guys like these are all the same. They’ll use their charm and their wealth to make you fall in love with them and just when you’re about to give all of you to them, they end up breaking your heart by sleeping with some blonde slut…. I hate this!! This guy makes me think of what happened to me in the past… Him…

I felt my eyes starting to tear up, but I held back the sobs… I just need to stay away from this man... Good luck with that... Sigh…

Once I gathered my stuff, about to take the first step towards the campus, I sneaked a quick glance at the beautiful boy. Wait, what? Did he just smile at me? No, no, no… that wasn’t a smile, that was a smirk,, even so,, it was gorgeous. The moment I looked at those stunning grin of his, I felt like I would choke! Why does he have this effect on me! I don’t even know him! Ggrrr!! I hate this feeling!! He’s just like him… he’s just like him…I chanted at the back of my mind… his smile was like a magnet pulling me to look even closer…

Being Bella, I tripped over the pavement in the front lot and almost fell flat on my face because of ogling at this gorgeous guy…

“Dammit!!” I hissed.

I looked over and his smile grew wider like he was enjoying my humiliation. Huh... Asshole!!

I quickly composed myself and headed inside the campus. God! I hated this guy even before I knew him!! Who does he think he is? With His beautiful perfect face, his glistening alluring eyes and his perfect leering smile, does he think he can get to me? No, no, no,,,, I wont let him.

I intend college to be a pleasant experience for me, a fresh start! I’m here to forget about Forks, about everything!! And one look at this guy and he already had this effect on me??? I won’t let him… I wont!!

After going to the registration office, I immediately went to find my room. I pushed the key on the knob and took a glance at the room. It was big and had three bedrooms, two on one side of the wall and the other bed on the opposite side.

It has only one bathroom though but that’s fine by me. I walked in and settled my bags on the single bed on the wall and looked around. It had a small but tidy kitchen. Great, I love to cook!

After looking around, I slumped myself on the bed with a deep sigh…

“I need rest…” I told myself.

Just when I was about to drift off to sleep, I heard a squeal at the door that made me jump immediately off the bed, knocking me on the ground (since the bed was not that huge)

“Yey! Room mate!!” the person from the door eagerly yelled.

“Oh crap... This is not good...”

A/N: so how about it? Reviews please!! This is my first fanfic so go easy on me guys… heheheh sorry if there are details on the story that seem to be incoherent about the university, (im not from the states so bear with me).. so let me know what you think!!

*partner in crime… watchatink??? Hahahaha..*